Some days are better than others .. I always have the ‘Dragon’ hanging over me but if I feel ok in myself I can pretend it’s not there.
Today has been one of the ‘crap’ days. Constant pain, nausea, diarrhoea & fatigue so dreadful that my eyes won’t stay open to eat at times. So begins the vicious circle of taking extra pain relief & becoming like a zombie, depression sets in & I lose all sense of positivity & fight.
At times like this I am so thankful for the family & friends who stick by me with unswerving support, a kind word, just letting me know I’m in their thoughts etc it really does help.
I will be at the hospital again this week & next .. more tests & procedures, it’s a never-ending battle but one I have to endure just in case a miracle happens! Tomorrow is another day & the journey continues…